And I said "Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone."
One of the great joys about writings songs is that it enabled me to have the last word. Songs are my diaries, they always have been. You have to put your trust in everyone because putting down those real, personal details and thoughts that make a song authentic also opens you right up. I am constantly misunderstood; a lot of people just don’t get me.
THE RED BOOK || (part 3) “Maybe I’ll write a whole album about that kind of love if I ever find it. But this album is about the other kids of love that I’ve recently fallen in and out of. Love that was treacherous, sad, beautiful, and tragic. But most of all, this record is about love that was red.”
I watched it begin again
Why do I have to be so scared of letting someone in again?
Got my heart broken three times over, buried myself a little deeper in.
Now I’m paying with excuses,
And living with the abuses of love and life and lust.
I wish I had the guts…
To say you ruined me, I’m not her anymore.